i've never told anyone all these before, but i am afraid of too many things. i am afraid that i might be jobless in times to come, i am afraid that i wont ever get marry, i am afraid that i wont earn enough money to support myself in the future, i am afraid of God, i am afraid of dying, i am afraid of leaving my loved ones especially my parents behind, i am afraid that the world is going to end, i am afraid of rejections, i am afraid of getting my heart attached to someone, i am afraid of my Mama, i am afraid of the dark sometimes, i am afraid of being lonely, i am afraid of child birth, i am afraid of the sound of thunder, i am afraid of love, i am afraid of rollercoaster ride, i am afraid of heart breaks, i am afraid of losing, i am afraid.......

i am just afraid but i wish sometimes there is someone to hold me close.